Mundane existence

I hate Law! It is so unbelievably boring! I am sorry but I can't get passed a paragraph of the chapter I have to read by tomorrow. Agh! And the teacher just gets on my nerves. I feel totally intimidated by the class. I'll just have to take it day by day.

Recently, I didn't feel like talking to anyone. I have not called people back, the longer I wait the more awkward it becomes. I just don't care that much about the people...

First day blues

Today was my first day of class for this semester. I am officially an Accounting major. All the class I’m taking are about business literally right next door to each other. I’m taking 18 credits and I had four class today and tomorrow I’ll have two more. I am terrified of one of my classes: Principles of Marketing. Through out the semester we have one huge assignment, creating a marketing plan for a business of our choice. I have to work in a group through out the semester. I don’t know if I am going to be able to do that… I have no marketing background what’s so ever! And I hate working with in a group. I don’t even know that many people to feel comfortable enough to put a group of five people together. I don’t know if I am just afraid of a challenge or if I am reasonably concerned with my abilities to do well in that class. I’m going to have take the class eventually but I’m not sure if right now is the right time. I have a week to decide whether to drop the class or not.

Paranoia City

I wanted to go buy something as usual but I’m out of cash. I don’t want to use my credit card. I might be addicted to shopping. I just want be happy, I think I am… not sure.
Recently I have been totally obsessed with the safety of my mother. When every she leaves the house I start to worry about all the things that could go wrong. And I can’t wait until she is home and I know that she is safe. I don’t know if I’m being unreasonable. Maybe it is because I’ve been watching shows like Law and Order, and Crime shows on Discovery that I’m totally paranoid.

post christmas

Christmas is over and I have about a week left before I start the new semester. For now work and shopping is what is on my schedule. I got this new radio alarm clock, and it is so nice! It has this nature sounds feature…. I just took a nap listening to ocean noises! I love the ocean, although I haven’t seen one in person, which is kind of sad. So hungry… need to eat dinner. I’m on a diet trying to lose a few pounds before school starts, even though I’m a vegetarian, I still can’t get away from junk food. Not that, that was the reason I became one.

well needed break

Well, another semester is over and I am enjoying my vacation. It is almost Christmas. Time goes by so fast. My final grades were okay but not what I had hoped for, even though I’m grateful for what I have I am never satisfied with the end result. I am going shopping on Wednesday. Just thinking about it makes me happy. I think I am addicted to shopping. I really shouldn’t be spending money but it makes me so happy. Anything for happiness, right?